October 2011
Fishing for Ginger.
Eli, The Barrow Boy by The Decemberists is my new favorite song. Some guy seemed to have gotten the meaning close to what I thought it meant, here’s what he said: “Eli was a poor man obsessed with a woman who refused to be with him on account of his poverty. Driven mad by her cold-hearted practicality of not wanting to marry a barrow boy salesman he kills and buries her in a pine...
Oct 29th
Not sure if I have a boyfriend anymore...
Oct 28th
Zayne got his hair fashioned differently today. My jaw dropped when I saw it.
Oct 27th
Pint of Blood a Day makes the Vampires Stay.
I hate everything about myself. I’m sitting here crying, in front of a computer screen because nobody will dare talk to me. I’m not necessarily an attention whore. Yesterday I started taking a higher dosage of medication, the side effects include suicidal thoughts, and bad temperments. I believe I am suffering them right now. I feel like there is a monster inside of me, ready to...
Oct 26th
Boy from Blue Lagoon.
Bought a few good books today. My favorite out of the pile would probably be “Sixteen Famous European Plays.” It was printed in 1941. It has a brother, “Sixteen Famous British Plays.” of which I hope to own soon. I am a true sucker for old books, especially those filled with words of a poet. The smell, the feel of an old book. Knowing that countless other people have...
Oct 25th
desire-met-death asked: Hey Lovey! I saw your post directed towards me and I just wanted to let you know we absolutely knew each other in a past life. I have no doubt. Stay amazing.
Oct 23rd
desire-met-death asked: I wrote you a song and it goes like this. "I like your tumblr cause its suppa duppa AWESOME" the "awesome" part is a really high note.
Oct 20th
Oct 20th
Spam?
How do people/companies that send spam E-Mails get my E-Mail? I purged my Spam folder today at 8:00 A.M. It’s currently Noon, I have thirty-five Spam messages. Da fuck?
Oct 15th
Niall.
Oct 15th
Reblog if you're gay, lesbian, bisexual,...
Oct 11th
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Qwheer.
Oh hey, it’s National Coming Out Day! I mean, I’m not publicly coming out, but you probably have more balls than I do. Most people will still love you.
Oct 11th
Seriously beginning to regret this staying up all night thing.
Oct 11th
Oct 11th
Just lost a follower. At four in the morning. Damn.
Oct 11th
Singing a song; replacing the word her with him. Not enough gay bands.
Oct 11th
Your name in my phone is
MY FUTURE SPOUSE.
Oct 10th
Starch.
Has anyone besides me ever noticed that when you click on a photo on your dashboard, it doesn’t become clear forever, if at all. Then, you’ll click on the up arrow to take you to the top of the page, and as soon as you click it, the photo becomes clear? Why do these photos hate me so much? I shouldn’t have gotten out of bed today. I feel nothing. There’s nothing to do. I...
Oct 9th
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Smashed Viagra.
t’s officially Friday! Again… It feels like yesterday was last Friday. Time flies when you have absolutely nothing going in your life. My car started today! I still don’t know what’s going on with it, either a loose cable, alternator… I don’t even know. I haven’t taken coke in over a month. I actually feel worse. More tired, slower responses. I know...
Oct 7th
I just cut myself.
By total accident. It hurts really badly. I was in the kitchen sharpening a serrated bread knife, when it slid off the sharpening stone and sliced through my arm. I almost passed out from the blood. I don’t do blood very well.  Luckily, I’m a pro at first aid! Unluckily, I have an interview tomorrow, and I get to walk in with a giant gash in my arm.
Oct 4th
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Niall.
I think when I have a son, I’ll name him Niall. That way, I know that if he has a bad life, he’ll still be absolutely gorgeous.
Oct 3rd
About to walk out of the door to spread my grandparent’s ashes… Depressing much?
Oct 2nd
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Oct 2nd
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Fool Proof.
Fact: The only fool-proof way to make a boy sexier is to switch his shirt with a plain white V-neck.
Oct 2nd
Before Tumblr, I knew not of beautiful boys.
Oct 1st
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